Jarret Stroud
Roller Poster
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You can shame me all you want but I want to ask should I even consider myself a coaster enthusiast?
The only coasters I have ridden is a dragon wagon ride (it’s a powered coaster so idk if it counts) at a yearly county fair, the original Fire in the Hole at Silver Dollar city and American Thunder at SFSL (2013).
I used to get teased by others for such a low count. I have anxiety (and depression)and it took me years just to conquer American Thunder. I want to ride more coasters but with the teasing I occasionally get (with the recent teasing I got just earlier tonight on Instagram). I still get excited when coasters are announced and I love playing RCT2 and still have a passion for theme parks.
I don’t go to amusement parks because I don’t and can’t just travel anytime I want especially if my blood sugars go above 200 or below 120. The nearest amusement park is Six Flags St Louis and when I went in 2016 (last time I went to an amusement park) I couldn’t even ride American Thunder because I just got nervous. When I first rode American Thunder I have my then girlfriend to ride with me (I was still closest and didn’t come out as gay yet) but when I went in 2016 (and despite being with friends) I just got nervous and couldn’t even get on American Thunder.
Maybe I deserve all the online teasing I get but my question is should I even bother considering myself a roller coaster enthusiast if I can’t even ride American Thunder back in 2016?
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You can shame me all you want but I want to ask should I even consider myself a coaster enthusiast?
The only coasters I have ridden is a dragon wagon ride (it’s a powered coaster so idk if it counts) at a yearly county fair, the original Fire in the Hole at Silver Dollar city and American Thunder at SFSL (2013).
I used to get teased by others for such a low count. I have anxiety (and depression)and it took me years just to conquer American Thunder. I want to ride more coasters but with the teasing I occasionally get (with the recent teasing I got just earlier tonight on Instagram). I still get excited when coasters are announced and I love playing RCT2 and still have a passion for theme parks.
I don’t go to amusement parks because I don’t and can’t just travel anytime I want especially if my blood sugars go above 200 or below 120. The nearest amusement park is Six Flags St Louis and when I went in 2016 (last time I went to an amusement park) I couldn’t even ride American Thunder because I just got nervous. When I first rode American Thunder I have my then girlfriend to ride with me (I was still closest and didn’t come out as gay yet) but when I went in 2016 (and despite being with friends) I just got nervous and couldn’t even get on American Thunder.
Maybe I deserve all the online teasing I get but my question is should I even bother considering myself a roller coaster enthusiast if I can’t even ride American Thunder back in 2016?
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